The Hurting
I've really had a hard week.
I have felt miserable.
Some days have been absolutely awful.
I felt like I really needed to make this post, just to express how I feel & get it out so I'm not harboring anything longer than I have to.
Every day this week, something has happened to me.
I've lost some people in my life I thought were friends.
I had some flooding from my furnace that ruined a college (rental)book.
I've had tremendous stress from college alone that could make someone pull their hair out.
BUT with everything that's happened I am trying to stay strong because the only person that I have to worry about what they think of me, is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
That's my first duty.
My second calling in life is being a wife.
I have the responsibility of taking care of my family.
I have to play many different roles: chef, chauffer (for lack of a better word), teacher, student, employee, friend, housekeeper.
I have babies that need me, no matter what I'm feeling emotionally, children see everything.
Believe it or not, your babies will see your emotions and when you're feeling down, so will they.
SO as I dive into the word of God, (and advice from my friends) I see that the people that plant evil in my life, I have no room for.
I desire to be happy and happiness comes from God. The distractions from the devil can CRIPPLE your self esteem.
Believe that, it's true.
God takes the broken people and uses their heartache to reach out and share testimony.
I want to be that person...
I want to wake up ready to do his calling.
The people that are truly mean are the ones who need love and support the most.
If someone hurts you, pray for them. Pray that their hearts and mindsets will change.
It doesn't feel good to hurt.
It is harder some days than others, but in all reality, it gets better if you just become that vessel and let God's light shine through!
If you're broken, resonate with God, read his word, meditate if that's something you do, and really humble yourself to God. The light of the Lord shines through his children... just because you're broken and hurting doesn't mean you're not worthy of His love and grace...
God can use those that are ready, and if you're not ready, what can he do to change your life?
It's like going to search for jobs, but you've got your phone on silent and you don't hear that phone call.
Keep your "phone lines" open to God!!
When he's trying to reach out but you don't accept the call, how will your life change?
If you want to really be blessed, just come to realize that not everyone is good. Not everyone wants to live for God. Kindness heals everything.
Prayers go a long way.
Always remember fear is a liar!
You have a purpose, you have to let God take control of it and just do the kind things.
I just really felt like I needed to post this.. It was heavy on my heart today..
https://youtu.be/1srs1YoTVzs
I have felt miserable.
Some days have been absolutely awful.
I felt like I really needed to make this post, just to express how I feel & get it out so I'm not harboring anything longer than I have to.
Every day this week, something has happened to me.
I've lost some people in my life I thought were friends.
I had some flooding from my furnace that ruined a college (rental)book.
I've had tremendous stress from college alone that could make someone pull their hair out.
BUT with everything that's happened I am trying to stay strong because the only person that I have to worry about what they think of me, is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
That's my first duty.
My second calling in life is being a wife.
I have the responsibility of taking care of my family.
I have to play many different roles: chef, chauffer (for lack of a better word), teacher, student, employee, friend, housekeeper.
I have babies that need me, no matter what I'm feeling emotionally, children see everything.
Believe it or not, your babies will see your emotions and when you're feeling down, so will they.
SO as I dive into the word of God, (and advice from my friends) I see that the people that plant evil in my life, I have no room for.
I desire to be happy and happiness comes from God. The distractions from the devil can CRIPPLE your self esteem.
Believe that, it's true.
God takes the broken people and uses their heartache to reach out and share testimony.
I want to be that person...
I want to wake up ready to do his calling.
The people that are truly mean are the ones who need love and support the most.
If someone hurts you, pray for them. Pray that their hearts and mindsets will change.
It doesn't feel good to hurt.
It is harder some days than others, but in all reality, it gets better if you just become that vessel and let God's light shine through!
If you're broken, resonate with God, read his word, meditate if that's something you do, and really humble yourself to God. The light of the Lord shines through his children... just because you're broken and hurting doesn't mean you're not worthy of His love and grace...
God can use those that are ready, and if you're not ready, what can he do to change your life?
It's like going to search for jobs, but you've got your phone on silent and you don't hear that phone call.
Keep your "phone lines" open to God!!
When he's trying to reach out but you don't accept the call, how will your life change?
If you want to really be blessed, just come to realize that not everyone is good. Not everyone wants to live for God. Kindness heals everything.
Prayers go a long way.
Always remember fear is a liar!
You have a purpose, you have to let God take control of it and just do the kind things.
I just really felt like I needed to post this.. It was heavy on my heart today..
https://youtu.be/1srs1YoTVzs
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